I love the duality of what it represents.
I grew up with an Appletree in my back garden. In the Spring I would look forward to waking up to seeing the blossom bloom, the beautiful pink flowers on the tree would remind me that my birthday was not far away. In the Summer I would play on the swing my Grandfather built for us, hanging from the tree. Leaning back on the swing, kicking my legs in the air, gazing at the sun filtering through the leaves, that tree would be where I would go to when I wanted to lose myself in my imagination. In the Autumn I admired the leaves changing colour and looked forward to the jars that would be filled with my Granny's homemade Apple Pickle and Apple Jam. My Grandfather would beam with pride at the ripest, reddest fruit falling off the tree. In the Winter, my least favourite season, the branches stripped bare looked cold and lonely, but I would comfort myself in the knowledge that it was just sleeping. I wished I could sleep through the Winter. My Appletree gazed over our family dreamily as I grew up. I loved that tree.
But that tree came to a predictable fate. After all, it grew in a Punjabi garden in west london. It was eventually replaced by concrete and an extension. The perils of having a builder for a dad. No more apple jam, apple pickle or apple blossom. No more dappled sunlight filtering through my bedroom window, no more chirping birds to wake me in the summer. Now I just hear the pigeons that crawl through the cracks in the roof and get lodged in the loft. The romance of my childhood has made way for the realities of adulthood.
However, I'm a shameless romantic and the love is still there. My love for that fruit has its legacy. My love for everything about food started with the apple. The apple is to me what the egg is to Delia. Where it all begins. I have even cemented a solid reputation as favourite aunty to my nieces and nephews by feeding them with my apple crumble at every opportunity. Buying their love through homebaked goods. Works every time.
From the humble apple, my passion for food grew. So after much procrastination I have given in to the temptation to take time out to create this food blog. (Yawn...who needs another blog?!...I hear you cry!) Well no one needs another blog, just like no one needs to eat calorific, stodgy desserts. Its not about need, its about pleasure and indulgence. This little venture into cyber writing is my little indulgence.
As Dusty once sang, we are all But an Apple Whirling Silently in Space. With the haunting melody of the Windmills of Your Mind playing in the background, I invite you on this journey with me. A journey into my world through the food in my life.
9 comments:
I love it Rajie, keep going. Something nice is growing here.
Marjorie Rajorie! I love it! It's so you and its so blooming engaging. God bella you are such a talented individual and the apple of my eye :) Simply love it. THanks for tonight... so glad I finally tasted that infamous apple crumble before I read the blog :)
I grew p with fruit tree in our garden and can relate to your lovely introduction story. Keep going and I will be reading.
hey lovely,
love it. it is so you and i look forward to checking in regularly for news of how the apple is blossoming
lots of love xxx
Thanks for all the support so far! I need it!
Gert, growing is a good word.
Manders, was a pleasure being hostess for you properly! Sisters loved seeing you, as did I! You did me proud.x
Sanne, I didnt know you had a tree! There's so much I dont know about your idyllic dutch rural childhood. Thanks for the card by the way. x
Erak?!? Is that you Eram?! ;-) xx
congrats raj on getting this blog going! look forwrad to reading about your food aventures and staying in touch!
xo
Beautifully amazingly talented Rajie! god I love your creativity and zest for life! You're totally inspirational to me and I look forward to reading more and more and more of your simply hypnotic writing.
I too had an apple tree growing up in Jamaica, the apples there are a red and shaped like a pear with a very different taste and texture. I was 6 years old and I remember picking the very last apple on the tree and it never bore fruit again! I still remember that moment and it was the last time I tasted a Jamaican apple!
Aaaah wicked idea!
Love it Raj, keep posting your recipes of love!
That picture of you is so cute too! Good front cover for your upcoming book!
By the way, your grandad didnt try to climb the apple did he? Only cos we had a plum tree in Leeds at my grandparents house, and after seeing the plums he got abit excited and try to climb the tree! hahaha, fell ontop of my nan, with his paag on the other side of the garden! Krazy punjabi's!
Sim.xx
Rhonda! Thankyou so much for your kind comments! What a lovley, but sad story about the apple tree in Jamaica! Very poetic though, that you had the last fruit from the tree....so sweet. Thankyou for taking time to read this...let's make some quality time for each other in '09!
Simster!
HAHAHAhAAHH, your grandad sounds like such a laugh! Mine was never the tree climbing type, at least I don't think so! We had plum trees too at one point, but they also ended up under concrete before long,... so sad!
xx
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